No Looking Back
Take a real good look at me,
Wonder, and judge, and assume,
Figuring me out isn’t that easy,
I have battle scars, and wounds.
Try and see right through me,
There is nothing I have to prove,
You don’t know who I am,
But I definitely do.
I am a sister, and a daughter,
A partner, and a friend,
I have a path I am following,
And only I choose where it ends.
I will get out of here,
I will stay on track,
And when I get where I am going,
There will be no looking back.
- Ashley Brianne Combs
(featured in the poetry forum 09.25.10)
Leaving
Her eyes are red, her glasses fogged,
She stands behind the counter.
A tissue clenched in her right hand,
Her fears and worries surround her.
Years of hurt and sorrow,
Are scribbled on her face.
The lines that usually form a smile,
Turn down in disgust and disgrace.
She lowers her eyes,
A tear hits the floor,
Her own personal way of grieving.
I ask, “Mom, what’s wrong?”
And she says, “Baby, we’re leaving.”
- Ashley Brianne Combs
(featured in the poetry forum 07.23.10)
Before I Can Move Forward
Before I can move forward, I need to see you smile.
I need to feel your calloused hands.
I need the real you, for a while.
Before I can move forward, I long to sit and chat.
I don’t want your eyes to be bloodshot.
I miss everything, but that.
Before I can move forward, I cannot forget.
The way you used to tuck me in,
Watching your dangling cigarette.
Before I can move forward, your face I must memorize.
It’s been so long since I’ve seen you Daddy.
Are you ready to apologize?
- Ashley Brianne Combs
(featured in the poetry forum 05.13.10)
Little Ballerina
She is tiny, yet explosive,
When she’s in the right attire,
Her motions paint a picture,
Her passion burns like fire,
She leaps across the stage,
Which could be anywhere at all,
And at her highest point,
She’s still the smallest of them all.
Following behind the others,
She adds her own touch,
Bending, spinning, stretching,
She could never move too much,
Sometimes when no one’s watching,
She pretends to be a swan,
Gliding across the waters,
Queen of her own pond.
And when her day is over,
As she packs away her shoes,
In her mind, she’s still dancing,
To all of her favorite tunes,
She hears Beethoven and Bach,
And her toes take their point and stance,
Little ballerina,
I hope you always dance.
- Ashley Brianne Combs
(featured in the poetry forum 03.16.10) |