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How much more can you take from me?
You've taken tears and agony.
You've taken time and energy.
You've taken love and pride from me

How much more do you want of me?

You want the breath that sustains me?
You want the blood from inside me?
You want to drain the life out of me?
You want my soul and my sanity?
The tears I've cried?
The smile that died?
The heart that beat for your everything?

I want no more of your misery
I wont give in to your flattery
I wont run back to you happily
You've crushed my sense of stability
You've showed me ugly reality.

The scars you've left still glow brightly
The knife you pushed pierces angrily
Are you proud of your ability?
Do you cheer yourself secretly?
I hope you feel this painfully
If only once in your destiny
You deserve the adversity.

You could have had it all with me .
I hate you now so passionately.
I want your blood spilled over me
I want to watch you die endlessly
To share the pain that you gave to me
To see you suffer continuously
To hear you beg for eternity

- Bloo

The Mad Circle

He’s an angel in the moonlight
But the devil by dawns light

Through the day, when it’s bright
He is lost to me
And the spirit of reality weighs heavily

And at dusk, when the anger has complete hold of me
I resist the shadow that threatens to bury me

But the tendrils of doubt grab and pull at me
And I sink to the depths of his dark silent sea
Where the echo of stillness surrounds me

And I try to escape this agony
So I search inside me for resolve that will save me
Because survival has now become the necessity

But when I surface to the light that will nurture me
I realize that moonlight is shining down on me

And now the angel in him will come to visit me
And shatter the resolve that had strengthened me.
And the armor I thought I had built for me
Will once again become just a memory.

- Bloo

You and Me

This is how the world should be,
According to me

Why do you fail to comprehend me?
You have a warped idea of reality.
It should be ‘all about me’
You did wrong, but I’m strong
And this shouldn’t have happened to me
You lied and I cried
And the anger inside me
Should burn you for eternity
Where’s the fairness for me?
Your attention, devotion
and awareness of me?
You took it away and tried to destroy me.
Wake up, understand, you’re supposed to be living for me.
Cast for me, molded, created,
brought forth for me.
Why do you fight it? Embrace it, accept it,
and surrender to me

You’ll be happier that way;
no one’s free anyway,
You might as well resign yourself
To finally belonging to me.

- Bloo