i'm afraid i'm resigned to poverty, i'm afraid i'm resigned to mediocrity, i'm afraid i'm resigned to random sex, i'm afraid i'm resigned to imaginary boyfriends, i'm afraid i'm resigned to stalking liam gallagher, i'm afraid i'm
resigned to being a fan, i'm afraid i'm resigned to being repulsive, i'm afraid i'm resigned to stella,i'm afraid i'm resigned to listening to britpop for the rest of my life, i'm afraid i'm resigned to daydreams, i'm afraid i'm resigned to exhibitionism, i'm afraid i'm resigned to lying, i'm afraid i'm resigned to cutting myself, i'm afraid i'm resigned to insomnia and atheism, i'm afraid i'm resigned to compulsively ripping my hair out,i'm afraid i'm resigned to talking to my morrissey posters, i'm afraid i'm resigned to hideous fat dykes, i'm afraid i'm resigned to russian cow killers, i'm afraid i'm resigned to repeating myself, i'm afraid i'm resigned to falling in love with vulnerable junkies, i'm afraid i'm resigned to get raped by iranian painters, i'm afraid i'm resigned to getting attached to kinky employers, i'm afraid i'm resigned to michael stipe.

all the while my new best friend, chafik the muslim fundamentalist is trying to convince me to give up booze, random sex and britpop; but i want to convince him as well, i want to shag the fanatic geezer, my cunt's throbbing, shut up already this is too cruel, i need the cock, right the now,and when i straddle him, unzip his pants and go down on him, i can see that his smooth circumcised cock needs no convincing, it's hard and it's eager, and so am i, let's just forget about this boring austere extremist attached to it, tis between me and the cock and tonight will not be about zionism and terrorism, no, no, no, it'll be all about foaming, throbbing, licking, biting, shoving, poking, plumbing, pulling, pushing, humping and coming; and i'm resigned to that.